How will you describe your PERSONAL FAITH to the LORD?

Blog1-Personal Faith as a freelancer

My Journey as a Independent child by Having Personal Faith to the Lord.

Based on my life story, I grown up with incomplete family. When my mom decided to go to other country to work as OFW Domestic Helper only my father was there took care of me and to my brother. A question in my mind, why they need to do it? why they let us not to be together for 2 years or more? Well, we are just their children we have no right to complain because they know everything that time what's good for us and for my family.

After 1 year and months, my father got accident, he was strike by car pick up, driver was drunk and took drugs that time. That night, we are not aware what's happening on my father we just slept and woke up wondering why our house was cleaned up by his sister.

I asked her sister "Is my mom will be home today?" they start crying and can't even tell me what happened. Me and my father are very much closed compared to my mom. He even bring me to his duty (Security Guard). My aunt told me that my father got accident and died.

I did not believe her at first, I have waited outside since he arrived from work in the morning. While waiting, YES he was came home but not riding his motorcycle instead he is riding a Funeral Hearse. I cried and gone to my room. I don't even want to see him that time.

After an hour, I have decided to go outside and see him. Yes he is inside on the caffeine, his head cracked. My question that time was "What we will do now? We have no father, we have no mother? Where are we now?". My mother decided to go home.

She arrived while my father was gone already. My life continued and the age of 11 I've played gambling. Yes you heard it right.

One day, someone heard me singing in titled "Power of Your Love" by Hillsong she invited me to go to church. I was so young that time, she taught me how to sing Godly song, even invited me to EGR "Encounter GOD Retreat" so those time I fully understand what God's plan to my life.

11 years now I developed relation to GOD as well as Faith to HIM. I got pregnant at a young age and asked the Lord for the guidance and gladly HE guide me to a person who knew freelancing. I always ask GOD's guidance throughout my career. I'm not bright same as the others but I have Faith, Knowledge & WISDOM from HIM. I believe it's all about Personal Faith to the Lord and Everything is according to HIS plan (Jeremiah 29:11) . God is waiting for us to come to Him (Revelation 3:20) and be faithful.

Psalms 37:4- This is my PERSONAL verse. Just wanna share this.